1 00:00:06,720 --> 00:00:10,276 VIRGIN MARY 2 00:01:05,629 --> 00:01:07,507 Out of my mouth is shit. 3 00:01:07,667 --> 00:01:08,745 Stop talking. 4 00:01:08,906 --> 00:01:10,584 Stop eating. 5 00:01:14,142 --> 00:01:15,820 AT THAT TIME 6 00:01:15,980 --> 00:01:18,658 With you, silence can be unbearable. 7 00:01:28,290 --> 00:01:30,247 We can get married, if you like. 8 00:01:34,524 --> 00:01:35,922 I'm not afraid. 9 00:01:46,474 --> 00:01:48,272 Maybe that could help us. 10 00:02:00,742 --> 00:02:02,300 I wonder... 11 00:02:06,657 --> 00:02:07,855 What? 12 00:02:12,611 --> 00:02:15,608 All women want something unique. 13 00:02:19,445 --> 00:02:21,243 Can't you see I'm not listening? 14 00:02:27,798 --> 00:02:28,876 You know, 15 00:02:29,477 --> 00:02:31,315 men think they enter a woman. 16 00:02:43,465 --> 00:02:45,823 AT THAT TIME 17 00:02:45,983 --> 00:02:47,781 How are you doing with Mary? 18 00:02:49,420 --> 00:02:50,818 That's my business. 19 00:03:27,347 --> 00:03:29,425 Listen, Mary, when there's a break-out, move fast. 20 00:03:43,693 --> 00:03:47,090 "I wondered if some event would happen in my life." 21 00:04:09,791 --> 00:04:13,467 "I've had only the shadow of love, yes," 22 00:04:14,227 --> 00:04:17,303 "in fact, the shadow of a shadow," 23 00:04:18,223 --> 00:04:21,620 "like the reflection of a water lily in a pond," 24 00:04:21,901 --> 00:04:25,457 "not quiet, but shaken by ripples in the water," 25 00:04:26,257 --> 00:04:29,813 "so that even the reflection is deformed and not yours..." 26 00:04:32,491 --> 00:04:34,808 So the sun, visible at last, 27 00:04:34,969 --> 00:04:37,766 began to shine on the primeval oceans, 28 00:04:38,087 --> 00:04:40,804 and then, it's said, life appeared 29 00:04:41,364 --> 00:04:43,002 entirely by chance. 30 00:04:43,522 --> 00:04:46,239 There was hydrogen, nitrogen... 31 00:05:01,227 --> 00:05:02,265 AT THAT TIME 32 00:05:02,426 --> 00:05:04,423 What if it wasn't chance? 33 00:05:07,461 --> 00:05:09,459 100 times that of the universe? 34 00:05:12,058 --> 00:05:13,696 What does that mean? 35 00:05:14,775 --> 00:05:16,573 That there was never time, 36 00:05:16,854 --> 00:05:19,052 chance had no time. 37 00:05:21,090 --> 00:05:23,168 Since life hadn't time to appear... 38 00:05:23,327 --> 00:05:25,405 On earth! 39 00:05:26,725 --> 00:05:28,603 ...then it came from elsewhere, 40 00:05:29,762 --> 00:05:31,120 from space. 41 00:05:33,719 --> 00:05:36,396 We wonder what an extra-terrestrial looks like. 42 00:05:37,755 --> 00:05:39,953 Go to a mirror and look at yourself. 43 00:05:44,070 --> 00:05:45,748 It's just a hypothesis, but... 44 00:05:47,426 --> 00:05:49,025 Look at this dip. 45 00:05:51,064 --> 00:05:52,782 It can only be explained... 46 00:05:52,982 --> 00:05:56,579 by something in this cloud intercepting light... 47 00:05:56,739 --> 00:05:59,136 at a specific wavelength. 48 00:05:59,297 --> 00:06:03,413 There is a bacteria, of a very common sort, 49 00:06:03,693 --> 00:06:09,128 that absorbs light on 3.4 microns. 50 00:06:09,568 --> 00:06:11,166 That's its signature. 51 00:06:11,406 --> 00:06:12,885 Any body, inert or alive, 52 00:06:13,045 --> 00:06:16,081 leaves its special mark on the electronic field. 53 00:06:17,961 --> 00:06:19,199 In my opinion, 54 00:06:19,919 --> 00:06:20,997 this establishes 55 00:06:22,317 --> 00:06:24,035 a very strong presumption 56 00:06:24,955 --> 00:06:28,271 that life exists in space. 57 00:06:28,591 --> 00:06:29,710 We're from there. 58 00:06:31,828 --> 00:06:34,425 We are extra-terrestrials. 59 00:06:34,786 --> 00:06:37,103 We weren't born in an amino-acid soup, 60 00:06:37,304 --> 00:06:39,102 suddenly, by chance. 61 00:06:40,142 --> 00:06:41,300 No deal. 62 00:06:41,580 --> 00:06:42,938 The figures say "no". 63 00:06:43,419 --> 00:06:45,256 What if it wasn't chance? 64 00:06:46,177 --> 00:06:47,815 Exactly. 65 00:06:48,414 --> 00:06:50,572 The astonishing truth is 66 00:06:51,452 --> 00:06:53,609 that life was willed, 67 00:06:54,609 --> 00:06:55,768 desired, 68 00:06:56,527 --> 00:06:57,605 anticipated, 69 00:06:57,926 --> 00:06:59,085 organized, 70 00:06:59,405 --> 00:07:01,923 programmed by a determined intelligence. 71 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:06,479 Eve, stand behind Pascal. 72 00:07:06,638 --> 00:07:08,436 My name's Eva. 73 00:07:08,597 --> 00:07:11,914 Yes, stand behind Pascal and cover his eyes. 74 00:07:12,114 --> 00:07:15,871 They say it would take 1.35 trillion years... 75 00:07:16,031 --> 00:07:19,427 to find the solution blindfolded, but... 76 00:07:19,787 --> 00:07:22,384 if there's someone beside you who can see, 77 00:07:22,585 --> 00:07:25,542 and says no to every wrong move, 78 00:07:25,702 --> 00:07:28,939 and yes to every move toward a solution, 79 00:07:29,659 --> 00:07:32,856 at the rate of one move per second, 80 00:07:33,456 --> 00:07:34,614 how long's needed? 81 00:07:34,775 --> 00:07:36,013 2 minutes. 82 00:07:38,212 --> 00:07:42,008 From 1.35 trillion years to 2 minutes. 83 00:07:43,287 --> 00:07:45,085 That's what happened. 84 00:07:48,722 --> 00:07:50,321 Memory! 85 00:07:50,641 --> 00:07:53,278 Yes... Yes... 86 00:07:57,156 --> 00:07:58,275 No! 87 00:08:24,572 --> 00:08:27,089 Were you exiled for these ideas? 88 00:08:27,290 --> 00:08:29,368 These... and others. 89 00:08:30,048 --> 00:08:31,167 See you Monday. 90 00:08:31,326 --> 00:08:35,362 Is the law of falling bodies because life fell from the sky? 91 00:08:35,683 --> 00:08:37,081 Yes. Good-bye. 92 00:08:37,241 --> 00:08:38,200 - Well! - Coming? 93 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:40,837 Like a drink at my place one evening? 94 00:08:43,236 --> 00:08:45,634 That's another story. 95 00:10:13,039 --> 00:10:14,717 Your shoe! 96 00:10:33,062 --> 00:10:36,938 "The question is if this creature called man ever existed." 97 00:10:43,773 --> 00:10:47,449 "Legendary man is a figment of the popular imagination..." 98 00:11:07,073 --> 00:11:10,469 While there are Bourbons in Spain there'll be no peace. 99 00:11:10,630 --> 00:11:12,867 That's not your line, Uncle Gabriel! 100 00:11:13,027 --> 00:11:14,105 Right! 101 00:11:15,705 --> 00:11:17,063 - Straight ahead. - Where's that? 102 00:11:17,224 --> 00:11:19,661 Here's $500. 103 00:11:30,012 --> 00:11:31,451 It's closed. 104 00:11:31,771 --> 00:11:32,930 How about there? 105 00:11:33,170 --> 00:11:35,967 No, there should be a house alongside. 106 00:11:36,128 --> 00:11:37,686 What are you looking for? 107 00:11:38,085 --> 00:11:39,404 Here! 108 00:11:39,685 --> 00:11:41,043 Stop at this station. 109 00:11:41,883 --> 00:11:44,520 Here's $500, for God's sake. 110 00:12:00,027 --> 00:12:01,385 We'll be back! 111 00:12:08,659 --> 00:12:10,337 You've a daughter, Mary? 112 00:12:10,498 --> 00:12:11,457 What's it about? 113 00:12:11,617 --> 00:12:13,335 Mary... 114 00:12:15,574 --> 00:12:17,132 She's here! 115 00:12:17,292 --> 00:12:17,932 For God's sake! 116 00:12:18,091 --> 00:12:20,289 Mary, help! 117 00:12:26,285 --> 00:12:27,883 What's going on? 118 00:12:33,158 --> 00:12:35,436 Why're you here? We said Saturday. 119 00:12:35,716 --> 00:12:38,593 Don't, Dad, it's Joseph. 120 00:12:38,953 --> 00:12:41,071 They brought me here. 121 00:12:46,107 --> 00:12:47,985 I'm sick of your tricks. 122 00:12:48,785 --> 00:12:49,944 Forget it! 123 00:12:58,856 --> 00:12:59,815 OK, what is it? 124 00:12:59,976 --> 00:13:02,373 It's you... 125 00:13:11,646 --> 00:13:13,284 It's you, Mary. 126 00:13:14,203 --> 00:13:15,762 What do you want? 127 00:13:28,871 --> 00:13:30,189 What do you want? 128 00:13:34,506 --> 00:13:37,183 And you, my lady? 129 00:13:43,698 --> 00:13:44,657 Your fianc�e? 130 00:13:44,817 --> 00:13:45,855 What's it to you? 131 00:13:46,016 --> 00:13:47,654 We couldn't care less. 132 00:13:48,334 --> 00:13:50,412 But you're going to have a child. 133 00:13:50,812 --> 00:13:52,130 By whom? 134 00:13:53,809 --> 00:13:56,486 - You'll have a baby. - I sleep with no one. 135 00:13:56,687 --> 00:13:59,364 Mary, shit, who are these people? 136 00:13:59,764 --> 00:14:02,641 Drive on! Here's $500. 137 00:14:02,921 --> 00:14:03,800 By whom? 138 00:14:03,961 --> 00:14:05,879 It won't be his. Never! 139 00:14:06,039 --> 00:14:06,718 By whom? 140 00:14:06,878 --> 00:14:08,436 Don't play innocent! 141 00:14:11,115 --> 00:14:12,233 By whom? 142 00:14:12,793 --> 00:14:13,512 Mary, 143 00:14:13,952 --> 00:14:18,587 be pure, be rough. Follow Thy way. 144 00:14:19,507 --> 00:14:23,703 My way! But the voice or the word? 145 00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:25,022 Don't be silly! 146 00:14:25,182 --> 00:14:29,178 I know where you're going and soon you will too. 147 00:14:31,696 --> 00:14:32,496 Don't forget! 148 00:14:32,656 --> 00:14:34,934 Don't forget, what goes in, goes out. 149 00:14:36,013 --> 00:14:37,891 And what goes out, goes in! 150 00:14:57,115 --> 00:14:59,073 I'm tired. Shall we stop? 151 00:15:15,380 --> 00:15:16,938 "We each go on," 152 00:15:17,937 --> 00:15:21,773 "and each of us attains what he can reach." 153 00:15:21,934 --> 00:15:24,971 H?lderlin... his last work. 154 00:15:28,288 --> 00:15:31,286 Those ants are strictly the invisible man. 155 00:15:33,164 --> 00:15:34,442 I swear it was here! 156 00:15:35,042 --> 00:15:37,280 You never find ants near water. 157 00:15:37,441 --> 00:15:40,318 Wrong. Some ants seek gold. 158 00:15:40,558 --> 00:15:43,634 I read "Scientific American" too. 159 00:15:43,914 --> 00:15:46,752 - What about these ants? - Olivier found an anthill. 160 00:15:47,112 --> 00:15:51,068 He rigged wiring to warm the ants in winter. 161 00:15:51,228 --> 00:15:54,225 He wanted to keep them awake in winter, 162 00:15:54,426 --> 00:15:58,701 hoping they'd use that leisure time, to invent things. 163 00:15:58,862 --> 00:16:01,700 - What? - Music, maybe. 164 00:16:17,086 --> 00:16:18,805 There's no escape. 165 00:16:44,583 --> 00:16:46,700 What is this? Miracles don't exist. 166 00:16:48,140 --> 00:16:49,538 Kiss me. 167 00:16:52,256 --> 00:16:53,974 What is all this? 168 00:16:56,532 --> 00:16:59,250 There's no escape, for us. 169 00:17:00,729 --> 00:17:01,647 AT THAT TIME 170 00:17:01,808 --> 00:17:03,206 Let's go on with our story. 171 00:17:05,645 --> 00:17:06,883 Imagine... 172 00:17:07,723 --> 00:17:10,760 our descendants in 8 million years, 100 million. 173 00:17:11,759 --> 00:17:14,877 Their wisdom and knowledge are unimaginable today. 174 00:17:15,036 --> 00:17:16,635 They suddenly notice 175 00:17:17,794 --> 00:17:20,831 that the supposedly fixed balance of the universe 176 00:17:22,510 --> 00:17:25,586 is subtly changing. 177 00:17:34,580 --> 00:17:36,218 Won't our descendants 178 00:17:36,379 --> 00:17:39,536 try to preserve life? 179 00:17:40,654 --> 00:17:41,813 Kiss me. 180 00:17:43,652 --> 00:17:45,849 - I kiss you, I do. - Just once, Mary. 181 00:17:46,010 --> 00:17:47,648 You should trust me. 182 00:18:10,668 --> 00:18:13,745 A prior intelligence programmed life. 183 00:18:14,426 --> 00:18:16,823 It struggled to exist 184 00:18:17,023 --> 00:18:18,941 in a pitiless universe. 185 00:18:19,541 --> 00:18:20,379 It preserved life. 186 00:18:20,540 --> 00:18:21,219 AT THAT TIME 187 00:18:21,379 --> 00:18:22,658 How'd you think of it? 188 00:18:24,337 --> 00:18:26,134 Because of computers. 189 00:18:26,575 --> 00:18:28,014 When I consider it... 190 00:18:28,414 --> 00:18:32,330 that computer intelligence stuns me. 191 00:18:41,882 --> 00:18:43,360 If our distant descendants 192 00:18:46,438 --> 00:18:48,956 tried to encode 193 00:18:52,153 --> 00:18:53,711 life as they know it 194 00:18:56,110 --> 00:18:58,227 in a message of magnesium, 195 00:18:59,827 --> 00:19:01,105 or Bohr, 196 00:19:02,544 --> 00:19:03,942 or God knows what... 197 00:19:05,702 --> 00:19:06,341 GOD 198 00:19:06,661 --> 00:19:12,256 wouldn't they try to transmit the secret of Creation? 199 00:19:15,853 --> 00:19:18,610 Maybe the message has always been clear. 200 00:19:18,770 --> 00:19:21,608 Yes, that Voice deep in our consciences 201 00:19:21,927 --> 00:19:23,885 whispers, if we listen: 202 00:19:24,565 --> 00:19:28,361 You're born of something, somewhere else, in Heaven. 203 00:19:28,842 --> 00:19:31,959 Seek and you will find more than you dream of. 204 00:19:59,975 --> 00:20:01,573 Come to see the princess? 205 00:20:01,853 --> 00:20:03,451 You can't fall any lower. 206 00:20:03,612 --> 00:20:05,090 Who asked you? 207 00:20:07,888 --> 00:20:09,167 Do I tell him to come? 208 00:20:09,326 --> 00:20:10,885 Leave me alone. 209 00:20:17,080 --> 00:20:19,717 - Why not tell the truth? - I am. 210 00:20:20,677 --> 00:20:22,514 Maybe the words come out wrong, 211 00:20:22,915 --> 00:20:24,393 or it's my voice, 212 00:20:24,713 --> 00:20:25,992 but it's the truth. 213 00:20:26,273 --> 00:20:29,989 Be simpler if you said you've seen other men. 214 00:20:34,905 --> 00:20:35,903 I sleep with no one. 215 00:20:36,224 --> 00:20:37,982 So where's the child from? 216 00:20:45,376 --> 00:20:46,894 Where's it come from? 217 00:20:50,212 --> 00:20:51,810 Answer me! 218 00:20:59,004 --> 00:21:00,402 Look at me! 219 00:21:00,763 --> 00:21:02,241 I'm looking at you. 220 00:21:03,241 --> 00:21:05,558 The child must come from somewhere. 221 00:21:08,756 --> 00:21:11,233 For 2 years now I can't touch you. Why? 222 00:21:11,634 --> 00:21:12,313 Kiss me. 223 00:21:12,473 --> 00:21:13,951 I don't know, Joseph. 224 00:21:14,191 --> 00:21:17,788 By God! It's incredible! 225 00:21:20,546 --> 00:21:22,144 Call, or stop by the theater. 226 00:21:22,304 --> 00:21:23,462 Please kiss me. 227 00:21:23,623 --> 00:21:25,101 Not that way. 228 00:21:26,780 --> 00:21:29,817 I do kiss you, really. 229 00:21:31,136 --> 00:21:34,613 You must be sleeping around. It's the only answer. 230 00:21:34,774 --> 00:21:37,091 Guys with big cocks! 231 00:21:47,442 --> 00:21:50,639 We're through, Mary. Ciao! 232 00:21:59,473 --> 00:22:00,831 Hi! You here too? 233 00:22:02,909 --> 00:22:05,907 I keep dreaming. Can't sleep. It wears me out. 234 00:22:06,066 --> 00:22:07,785 Last night, before I went home, 235 00:22:07,945 --> 00:22:11,181 I dreamed I had to paint the whole building. 236 00:22:11,342 --> 00:22:13,459 I thought: That'll take time. 237 00:22:13,780 --> 00:22:16,417 That'll take time. I couldn't sleep. 238 00:22:17,377 --> 00:22:20,094 Must be a reason. You should make notes. 239 00:22:20,254 --> 00:22:23,890 Yes, but I can't write, so I draw. 240 00:22:24,451 --> 00:22:28,368 If it's a picture, you can't forget. 241 00:22:28,767 --> 00:22:31,444 I must learn to write, if I want to forget. 242 00:22:31,605 --> 00:22:32,204 That's it. 243 00:22:32,364 --> 00:22:33,202 Your Dad well? 244 00:22:33,363 --> 00:22:34,841 Yes, thanks. 245 00:22:35,121 --> 00:22:36,919 Still pumping gas? 246 00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:38,998 He wants out. 247 00:22:39,438 --> 00:22:41,356 You getting married soon? 248 00:22:45,273 --> 00:22:46,872 Broken up with Joseph? 249 00:22:47,831 --> 00:22:49,389 He seemed serious. 250 00:22:58,942 --> 00:23:00,619 What's wrong, Mary? 251 00:23:00,779 --> 00:23:02,137 I've got a pain. 252 00:23:03,298 --> 00:23:04,696 In the belly. 253 00:23:05,255 --> 00:23:07,493 We'll have a look. 254 00:23:07,654 --> 00:23:09,811 Take her blood pressure, Esther. 255 00:23:09,972 --> 00:23:12,650 Go next door and undress. Be right there. 256 00:23:27,596 --> 00:23:29,554 You must put on weight. 257 00:23:31,992 --> 00:23:33,871 You'll be fine. 258 00:23:43,863 --> 00:23:45,980 Does the soul have a body? 259 00:23:46,141 --> 00:23:49,898 What you mean, young lady, is that the body has a soul. 260 00:23:50,217 --> 00:23:52,255 I thought it was the opposite. 261 00:23:58,690 --> 00:24:00,008 Doctor! 262 00:24:01,887 --> 00:24:04,204 I must be pregnant. 263 00:24:04,604 --> 00:24:06,402 When was your last period? 264 00:24:08,402 --> 00:24:10,799 Take off your panties and lie down there. 265 00:24:12,318 --> 00:24:14,156 It's no use. 266 00:24:20,472 --> 00:24:21,070 What? 267 00:24:21,431 --> 00:24:23,428 I didn't hear you. 268 00:24:23,589 --> 00:24:27,186 I've always wondered what we know about a woman, 269 00:24:27,785 --> 00:24:30,662 and I found that all you can know 270 00:24:31,023 --> 00:24:32,901 is what a man already knew. 271 00:24:35,898 --> 00:24:37,736 There's a mystery there. 272 00:24:39,255 --> 00:24:40,894 Do you want this child? 273 00:24:50,166 --> 00:24:51,684 Was it with Joseph? 274 00:24:54,962 --> 00:24:57,000 It wasn't with anybody. 275 00:24:57,440 --> 00:24:59,478 Some song and dance! Lie down. 276 00:24:59,638 --> 00:25:02,355 It's no song and dance. I'm happy. 277 00:25:02,915 --> 00:25:04,673 Now tell me about your period. 278 00:25:05,952 --> 00:25:08,589 I must examine you, if you say it hurts. 279 00:25:08,749 --> 00:25:10,867 It came normally, very intense. 280 00:25:11,028 --> 00:25:12,586 - When? - Friday. 281 00:25:12,746 --> 00:25:15,982 Then quit being stupid. It's nothing. 282 00:25:16,143 --> 00:25:19,261 See for yourself! I haven't slept with anyone. 283 00:25:20,979 --> 00:25:22,417 I touch no one. 284 00:25:27,014 --> 00:25:28,972 No one caresses me. 285 00:25:31,250 --> 00:25:34,007 I want you to see if my baby's already there. 286 00:25:37,005 --> 00:25:38,883 You're hiding something from us. 287 00:25:39,124 --> 00:25:40,641 I'm not, I tell you. 288 00:25:41,402 --> 00:25:42,521 You see? 289 00:25:45,518 --> 00:25:49,074 I'm going to have a baby and I've slept with no man. 290 00:25:50,874 --> 00:25:52,432 Joseph won't believe it. 291 00:25:54,070 --> 00:25:55,149 You tell him. 292 00:25:55,309 --> 00:25:57,107 Lie still! 293 00:26:00,465 --> 00:26:01,663 Will you hurt me? 294 00:26:01,824 --> 00:26:03,383 Don't be afraid. 295 00:26:04,222 --> 00:26:06,900 I was there when you were born. 296 00:26:11,376 --> 00:26:14,813 Being a virgin should mean... 297 00:26:15,052 --> 00:26:16,931 being available, 298 00:26:19,249 --> 00:26:20,567 or free, 299 00:26:22,806 --> 00:26:24,284 not being hurt. 300 00:26:28,002 --> 00:26:29,839 Well, do you believe me? 301 00:26:35,955 --> 00:26:37,873 It's true that it's true. 302 00:26:45,786 --> 00:26:47,505 Tell Joseph. 303 00:26:51,302 --> 00:26:52,740 Esther! 304 00:26:55,258 --> 00:26:56,736 May I get dressed? 305 00:26:57,896 --> 00:26:59,334 It must be mine! 306 00:27:23,514 --> 00:27:24,592 Where to now? 307 00:27:24,913 --> 00:27:26,551 Paradise villa, Hermance road. 308 00:27:26,911 --> 00:27:29,708 - I quit work at 5 P.M. - Sure, that's OK. 309 00:27:32,587 --> 00:27:35,544 - Is it in France? - It's very close. You'll see. 310 00:27:36,144 --> 00:27:38,141 It's as pretty as Czechoslovakia. 311 00:27:47,853 --> 00:27:49,132 Well? 312 00:28:29,138 --> 00:28:33,334 "Yet I rejoiced in giving my body to the eyes..." 313 00:28:33,494 --> 00:28:37,091 "of Him who has become my Master forever," 314 00:28:39,768 --> 00:28:42,685 "and glanced at this wondrous being." 315 00:28:43,205 --> 00:28:46,881 "For in truth, He was that, then and always," 316 00:28:47,681 --> 00:28:49,799 "not for His looks nor what He did," 317 00:28:50,199 --> 00:28:52,317 "but in the silent power of what He was," 318 00:28:52,477 --> 00:28:56,793 "the power gathered up in Him, vast as a mountain on the sky" 319 00:28:57,633 --> 00:29:01,989 "that you can't measure or name," 320 00:29:02,469 --> 00:29:05,066 "but only feel." 321 00:29:09,863 --> 00:29:11,141 Tonight? 322 00:29:13,339 --> 00:29:14,857 No, I've got a practice session. 323 00:29:15,018 --> 00:29:16,936 OK, I'll go jump in the lake! 324 00:29:18,415 --> 00:29:19,893 Jump in the lake? 325 00:29:20,054 --> 00:29:22,172 Ophelia's no role for you. 326 00:29:23,051 --> 00:29:25,249 What are you talking about? 327 00:29:26,208 --> 00:29:28,046 "To be or not to be..." Don't know it? 328 00:29:28,207 --> 00:29:30,644 I had to quit school when I was 12. 329 00:29:33,882 --> 00:29:35,081 Sorry. 330 00:29:37,759 --> 00:29:38,438 I must go. 331 00:29:38,598 --> 00:29:40,796 OK, I'll go jump in the lake! 332 00:29:40,956 --> 00:29:42,514 No, stop it! 333 00:30:07,933 --> 00:30:08,932 What's on your mind? 334 00:30:09,091 --> 00:30:12,888 Night changes its own look and meaning. 335 00:30:13,808 --> 00:30:17,204 Heidegger, "3 lectures in the..." 336 00:30:17,365 --> 00:30:19,043 "...Bavarian Academy." 337 00:30:19,204 --> 00:30:21,161 - Winter of '59. - Yes. 338 00:30:23,359 --> 00:30:25,437 Know why he wasn't shot? 339 00:30:27,436 --> 00:30:30,714 As soon as we talk politics, you clam up. 340 00:30:40,145 --> 00:30:43,661 I think politics today... 341 00:30:43,822 --> 00:30:45,819 must be the voice of horror. 342 00:30:45,980 --> 00:30:49,457 The voice, but the way or the word? 343 00:30:50,177 --> 00:30:54,052 The voice of horror, of which nothing can be said. 344 00:30:55,532 --> 00:30:56,731 Can I put this on? 345 00:30:56,891 --> 00:30:58,049 What is it? 346 00:30:59,808 --> 00:31:02,166 You can't find that in Prague. 347 00:31:26,425 --> 00:31:27,663 You OK? 348 00:31:29,382 --> 00:31:33,938 A smoke, a sax solo, that's all a man wants. 349 00:31:34,738 --> 00:31:37,176 I often wonder that in music... 350 00:31:39,974 --> 00:31:41,133 What? 351 00:31:43,331 --> 00:31:46,008 We marvel at a new phrase, but, 352 00:31:46,927 --> 00:31:49,165 really, there could be nothing. 353 00:32:01,915 --> 00:32:03,393 This is the time. 354 00:32:04,993 --> 00:32:06,551 And the place. 355 00:32:18,460 --> 00:32:19,419 Yes? 356 00:32:20,219 --> 00:32:21,818 No, not tonight. 357 00:32:37,884 --> 00:32:42,520 "I think the spirit acts on the body, breathes through it," 358 00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:46,116 "veils it to make it fairer than it is." 359 00:32:46,956 --> 00:32:49,314 "For what is flesh alone?" 360 00:32:51,872 --> 00:32:55,789 I have business. I'll be in late. Write down the pump figures. 361 00:32:56,028 --> 00:32:57,346 Yes, Dad. 362 00:32:59,545 --> 00:33:03,022 "What is flesh..." 363 00:33:04,861 --> 00:33:06,299 "alone?" 364 00:33:08,777 --> 00:33:13,213 "You may see it and feel only disgust." 365 00:33:14,453 --> 00:33:17,090 "You may see it in the gutter, drunken," 366 00:33:18,209 --> 00:33:20,767 "or in the coffin, dead." 367 00:33:22,326 --> 00:33:26,362 "The world's as full of flesh as a grocer's counter is of candles" 368 00:33:26,523 --> 00:33:28,121 "at the start of winter." 369 00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:32,037 "But not until you've brought a candle home" 370 00:33:32,317 --> 00:33:33,636 "and lit it" 371 00:33:33,836 --> 00:33:36,273 "can it give you comfort." 372 00:34:27,390 --> 00:34:28,989 Come on... 373 00:34:36,223 --> 00:34:37,741 Don't you like my body? 374 00:34:38,181 --> 00:34:39,219 That's not it. 375 00:34:39,459 --> 00:34:40,937 Then what? 376 00:34:48,212 --> 00:34:50,450 - It's because of her. - I don't know. 377 00:34:55,446 --> 00:34:57,364 It's making me sick. I don't know. 378 00:34:57,524 --> 00:35:00,242 I know, it's her. 379 00:35:04,518 --> 00:35:05,876 It always is. 380 00:35:12,991 --> 00:35:14,668 I'm a real woman, too. 381 00:35:16,668 --> 00:35:18,345 I'd like to love you, but I don't know how. 382 00:35:20,025 --> 00:35:21,064 Let's go home. 383 00:35:21,264 --> 00:35:22,423 Come on. 384 00:35:33,013 --> 00:35:34,212 I'm coming. 385 00:35:44,364 --> 00:35:46,761 You're complicating things, don't you think? 386 00:35:52,837 --> 00:35:53,435 What? 387 00:35:53,596 --> 00:35:56,274 If God exists, nothing's allowed. 388 00:35:56,433 --> 00:35:57,912 What are you doing with that tramp? 389 00:35:58,073 --> 00:36:00,510 No, Uncle Gabriel. Not like that! 390 00:36:00,670 --> 00:36:03,507 When he's around, I forget my lines! It's awful. 391 00:36:03,668 --> 00:36:05,985 He's a real nothing. Got the list? 392 00:36:07,584 --> 00:36:08,942 What list? 393 00:36:11,461 --> 00:36:12,739 He wants to know everything. 394 00:36:12,899 --> 00:36:14,098 Like everyone! 395 00:36:15,497 --> 00:36:17,415 He doesn't even know how to walk his dog. 396 00:36:17,575 --> 00:36:18,973 Like everyone. 397 00:36:19,094 --> 00:36:20,053 He's scared of the hole. 398 00:36:20,253 --> 00:36:21,811 Like everyone. 399 00:36:22,132 --> 00:36:23,610 He has no taste in ties. 400 00:36:23,770 --> 00:36:24,929 Like everyone. 401 00:36:25,089 --> 00:36:26,568 - Zero equals zero. - He lacks trust... 402 00:36:26,727 --> 00:36:28,286 That's no fault. 403 00:36:28,446 --> 00:36:32,602 What's the common denominator between zero and Mary? 404 00:36:32,882 --> 00:36:34,441 Mary's body! 405 00:36:34,601 --> 00:36:36,199 - Answer, nitwit! - Dunno! 406 00:36:36,359 --> 00:36:39,396 He wears blind man's glasses, the dolt. 407 00:36:39,557 --> 00:36:41,435 Try and follow the movement... 408 00:36:42,154 --> 00:36:44,072 Not with your hand, your eyes! 409 00:36:44,832 --> 00:36:47,269 - She'll make a fool of me! - He won't look me in the eyes. 410 00:36:47,429 --> 00:36:50,426 - If some guy's knocked her up... - We're not "some guy"! 411 00:36:50,587 --> 00:36:51,746 Have trust! 412 00:36:52,945 --> 00:36:53,664 Trust! 413 00:36:53,944 --> 00:36:55,182 I've none left. 414 00:36:55,623 --> 00:36:57,900 And love, you jerk! 415 00:37:00,938 --> 00:37:02,216 Love... 416 00:37:59,088 --> 00:38:00,486 I've come. 417 00:38:02,885 --> 00:38:04,722 What's wrong? Your eyes again? 418 00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:08,679 - What's the book? - It's for you. 419 00:38:11,557 --> 00:38:14,075 "Into the maze of life goes the dashing young man." 420 00:38:14,235 --> 00:38:17,032 "The best horse, the finest armor and clothes," 421 00:38:17,192 --> 00:38:20,629 "to be a knight, a lord, a prince, he wants it all." 422 00:38:20,790 --> 00:38:25,626 "But Someone unseen awaits him without weapon, title or pride: God!" 423 00:38:29,502 --> 00:38:31,340 - Thanks a lot! - Don't want it? 424 00:38:31,501 --> 00:38:32,859 I like my book better. 425 00:38:33,019 --> 00:38:34,577 Would've been a change. 426 00:38:34,737 --> 00:38:36,095 I'll pass it up. 427 00:38:36,536 --> 00:38:40,612 He's funny: He calls the rain "Sister Rain"... 428 00:38:40,772 --> 00:38:42,491 and the fire: "Brother Fire". 429 00:38:42,650 --> 00:38:44,048 And the body? 430 00:38:45,808 --> 00:38:47,166 What about the body? 431 00:38:49,046 --> 00:38:50,404 The body... 432 00:38:51,684 --> 00:38:52,882 The body... 433 00:38:58,197 --> 00:39:01,634 The body... "Brother Donkey". 434 00:39:05,271 --> 00:39:08,908 Why does my body repel you? Don't say: "I kiss you, I do". 435 00:39:09,548 --> 00:39:11,146 I'm scared, too. 436 00:39:24,296 --> 00:39:26,253 All this doesn't happen every day. 437 00:39:29,211 --> 00:39:31,968 So I'm a bit scared. 438 00:39:34,326 --> 00:39:35,564 One's better as a pair... 439 00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:46,115 Why don't you believe the spirit affects the body? 440 00:39:46,436 --> 00:39:48,034 I believe the opposite! 441 00:39:50,713 --> 00:39:52,431 That scares me. 442 00:39:54,749 --> 00:39:56,867 At least say you don't love me. 443 00:40:00,025 --> 00:40:02,063 I can't stand the silence. 444 00:40:04,301 --> 00:40:05,539 Brother Silence! 445 00:40:14,292 --> 00:40:17,528 I know you love me. But it has to be something else. 446 00:40:17,689 --> 00:40:21,325 You don't care if we see each other, or if I'm sick or dead. 447 00:40:21,486 --> 00:40:23,045 Am I alive? 448 00:40:25,163 --> 00:40:27,321 Maybe I can only harm you. 449 00:40:27,721 --> 00:40:29,239 I don't understand. 450 00:40:38,991 --> 00:40:40,629 It's a big secret. 451 00:40:56,975 --> 00:40:58,294 My love... 452 00:40:59,054 --> 00:41:00,492 We don't know how to say it. 453 00:41:02,331 --> 00:41:03,610 So immense 454 00:41:06,407 --> 00:41:07,966 that all is consumed 455 00:41:11,683 --> 00:41:13,401 and you'll leave me. 456 00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:15,838 Anyway, I must know. 457 00:41:15,999 --> 00:41:17,637 Know what? 458 00:41:29,827 --> 00:41:32,584 The hand of God is upon me and you can't interfere. 459 00:41:34,943 --> 00:41:36,181 What now? 460 00:41:47,732 --> 00:41:50,289 - I must go home. - There was no point in coming. 461 00:41:50,689 --> 00:41:54,166 Your body's not the snag, it's your lack of trust! 462 00:41:54,446 --> 00:41:56,723 Why can't I want the child to be mine? 463 00:41:56,884 --> 00:41:58,322 Tell me who you did it with. 464 00:41:58,482 --> 00:42:01,440 I don't care, if you stay with me. 465 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:04,836 If I stay with you, sleep with you, wake up with you. 466 00:42:08,474 --> 00:42:09,593 And Juliette? 467 00:42:09,753 --> 00:42:12,550 I don't love her. I love you. 468 00:42:22,742 --> 00:42:23,901 Very well. 469 00:42:25,779 --> 00:42:26,977 Look. 470 00:42:33,653 --> 00:42:35,131 Give me your hand. 471 00:42:35,890 --> 00:42:37,009 Come on, by God! 472 00:42:38,368 --> 00:42:39,766 There, feel. 473 00:43:09,741 --> 00:43:12,058 You see, I'm sleeping with no one. 474 00:43:14,657 --> 00:43:18,094 But I'll still have a child. You must believe it. 475 00:43:19,693 --> 00:43:21,731 I'll only be your shadow. 476 00:43:24,249 --> 00:43:27,886 God's shadow. Isn't that what all men are... 477 00:43:28,245 --> 00:43:30,803 for a woman who loves her man... 478 00:43:37,957 --> 00:43:39,915 Let the soul be body. 479 00:43:40,515 --> 00:43:44,790 Then no one can say the body is soul, since the soul shall be body. 480 00:44:03,376 --> 00:44:06,093 Thy will be done... 481 00:44:58,448 --> 00:44:59,966 Yes, she's married. 482 00:45:06,961 --> 00:45:08,080 Who is it? 483 00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:10,238 I got your letter. 484 00:45:16,273 --> 00:45:18,151 So basketball's like that! 485 00:45:18,311 --> 00:45:20,908 Exhaustion, winning... 486 00:45:22,347 --> 00:45:23,706 Exhaustion... 487 00:45:28,702 --> 00:45:30,460 What did you mean by: 488 00:45:34,937 --> 00:45:36,734 "That's not enough." 489 00:45:43,130 --> 00:45:45,287 You said you could see I loved you. 490 00:45:47,806 --> 00:45:48,884 Yes. 491 00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:55,518 I see it. 492 00:45:55,839 --> 00:45:57,717 But you said that's not enough. 493 00:45:57,877 --> 00:45:59,795 You'll find something. 494 00:46:00,275 --> 00:46:02,752 What do you do all day now? 495 00:46:03,192 --> 00:46:04,550 Talk to me. 496 00:46:06,590 --> 00:46:08,547 It's unbelievable, he never comes. 497 00:46:12,625 --> 00:46:14,462 I've waited for 4 days. 498 00:46:16,861 --> 00:46:21,136 I fixed the motor, put in a phone and video. 499 00:46:21,976 --> 00:46:23,374 It's all working. 500 00:46:26,652 --> 00:46:30,368 He phones to say he's coming, but by evening he hasn't shown up. 501 00:46:35,165 --> 00:46:36,763 Rich folks are weird. 502 00:46:36,923 --> 00:46:38,522 AT THAT TIME 503 00:46:39,002 --> 00:46:40,121 Which one is it? 504 00:46:40,281 --> 00:46:41,400 The big white one there. 505 00:46:41,680 --> 00:46:42,438 AT THAT TIME 506 00:46:42,599 --> 00:46:43,598 Can I go see it? 507 00:46:43,757 --> 00:46:45,036 Yes. 508 00:46:49,512 --> 00:46:53,948 We're getting married: Can I see you naked... 509 00:46:55,267 --> 00:46:56,866 just once. 510 00:46:58,025 --> 00:46:59,543 I'll only look. 511 00:47:02,302 --> 00:47:03,301 Yes. 512 00:47:06,778 --> 00:47:08,176 You'll look. 513 00:47:34,874 --> 00:47:38,311 It's been ages since I've had a normal conversation. 514 00:47:38,471 --> 00:47:40,908 Yet nature prevails. 515 00:47:42,547 --> 00:47:44,305 I want to talk, like others. 516 00:47:44,465 --> 00:47:47,862 Because, though I hide it, I'm in pain, like others. 517 00:47:48,142 --> 00:47:49,861 Even a bit more. 518 00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:18,396 They'll wrest from me that which I dare not give. 519 00:48:21,394 --> 00:48:23,592 You'll act chastely with me. 520 00:48:24,432 --> 00:48:28,468 Don't take from someone who never took from you. 521 00:48:29,387 --> 00:48:33,344 To be chaste is to know every possibility, 522 00:48:33,543 --> 00:48:34,941 without ever straying. 523 00:48:36,820 --> 00:48:39,417 "That's an impossible task!" 524 00:48:40,578 --> 00:48:44,054 "To accomplish it, one has to admit..." 525 00:48:45,053 --> 00:48:46,451 "that the stars we see at night" 526 00:48:46,612 --> 00:48:50,168 "are vast worlds located very far from ours..." 527 00:48:51,568 --> 00:48:53,606 "...and everyone knows," 528 00:48:54,246 --> 00:48:57,443 "that stars are just lamps hanging from the sky," 529 00:48:57,603 --> 00:49:00,160 "most of which are very close to us." 530 00:49:05,036 --> 00:49:08,513 "For us, maybe the best explanation of our origins" 531 00:49:08,674 --> 00:49:12,271 "is this idea of another world, located farther in space." 532 00:49:13,309 --> 00:49:14,987 "It is only, he said," 533 00:49:15,148 --> 00:49:18,584 "a legendary deformation of Horla's idea of the world" 534 00:49:19,784 --> 00:49:23,860 "whose dogs knew of it since ancient times..." 535 00:49:25,619 --> 00:49:27,017 Go, Arthur. 536 00:49:28,855 --> 00:49:30,253 The time has come. 537 00:49:32,053 --> 00:49:33,691 I'll go see the boss lady. 538 00:49:37,249 --> 00:49:39,087 This time I think we've won. 539 00:49:57,472 --> 00:49:59,469 I no longer wish to understand. 540 00:50:09,501 --> 00:50:12,178 Does it matter what I am or am not? 541 00:50:13,618 --> 00:50:15,136 No, not already! 542 00:50:25,447 --> 00:50:28,684 We can't escape one another any more than... 543 00:50:29,204 --> 00:50:31,402 we can escape him. 544 00:51:13,846 --> 00:51:15,484 Mary, what are you doing? 545 00:51:22,958 --> 00:51:24,556 Stop it! 546 00:51:41,222 --> 00:51:42,701 Tell me you love me. 547 00:51:43,620 --> 00:51:45,098 I love you. 548 00:52:21,108 --> 00:52:22,427 But Why? 549 00:52:23,466 --> 00:52:24,625 Why? 550 00:52:27,063 --> 00:52:28,381 Because! 551 00:52:36,016 --> 00:52:37,654 Because it's Law! 552 00:52:46,407 --> 00:52:48,285 - Got it? - Yes. 553 00:52:49,284 --> 00:52:52,200 - I'll sacrifice myself. - Asshole! 554 00:52:53,121 --> 00:52:54,799 First, a hole isn't a hole. 555 00:52:54,999 --> 00:52:57,397 Second: Taboo wipes out sacrifice. 556 00:53:00,354 --> 00:53:01,513 But why? 557 00:53:01,713 --> 00:53:03,272 Because that's the rule! 558 00:53:22,215 --> 00:53:23,374 I love you. 559 00:53:43,197 --> 00:53:45,155 Is that "I love you"? 560 00:53:54,908 --> 00:53:56,266 Is that it? 561 00:53:58,185 --> 00:53:59,423 That? 562 00:54:27,120 --> 00:54:28,998 "Suddenly a light shone in my heart," 563 00:54:29,158 --> 00:54:32,554 "warm and gentle as a glowing fire." 564 00:54:34,034 --> 00:54:35,913 "What, on earth, or even heaven," 565 00:54:36,072 --> 00:54:39,309 "beats knowing you please the One you love," 566 00:54:39,470 --> 00:54:41,388 "and Who is your master?" 567 00:54:42,986 --> 00:54:47,741 "I remember what He said about sin, as we watched the dragonflies:" 568 00:54:48,502 --> 00:54:51,738 "If you thought of it rightly, it just wasn't there." 569 00:54:52,698 --> 00:54:56,055 "It was gone like the shrouds of dragonflies," 570 00:54:56,214 --> 00:54:58,691 "when they wrestled free." 571 00:55:06,406 --> 00:55:08,924 We're speaking His Word. 572 00:55:10,003 --> 00:55:14,519 How else can we be close to His Word than by speaking it? 573 00:55:27,828 --> 00:55:29,306 Yes? What? 574 00:55:30,665 --> 00:55:33,901 We're speaking, and we're speaking of the Word. 575 00:55:35,621 --> 00:55:41,136 What we're speaking of, the Word, is always ahead of us. 576 00:55:59,960 --> 00:56:03,437 Then you won't leave me? 577 00:56:04,117 --> 00:56:05,435 I'll stay. 578 00:56:13,868 --> 00:56:15,626 I'll never touch you. 579 00:56:23,180 --> 00:56:23,938 I'll stay. 580 00:56:35,969 --> 00:56:38,087 Don't believe the dollar'll fall. 581 00:56:39,406 --> 00:56:41,924 Don't believe vacation will be fun. 582 00:56:45,881 --> 00:56:48,158 You can believe rain falls downward. 583 00:56:48,438 --> 00:56:49,997 It's a law of nature. 584 00:56:51,076 --> 00:56:53,074 The world's too sad! 585 00:56:53,474 --> 00:56:56,111 It isn't sad. It's big! 586 00:56:57,271 --> 00:56:58,909 I must go. 587 00:57:00,189 --> 00:57:01,827 Don't I count for you? 588 00:57:02,027 --> 00:57:03,385 My wife and son count too. 589 00:57:03,545 --> 00:57:06,982 Now that I've a visa, I must go see what's going on, no? 590 00:57:08,781 --> 00:57:10,099 Understand? 591 00:57:19,292 --> 00:57:21,530 How much do your wife and son count? 592 00:57:21,690 --> 00:57:23,128 I don't get it. 593 00:57:24,448 --> 00:57:25,686 Bastard! 594 00:57:29,603 --> 00:57:30,602 I'm sorry. 595 00:57:32,201 --> 00:57:35,158 You say your wife's in jail, and you sleep with me. 596 00:57:35,318 --> 00:57:37,276 - Please, Eve. - Eva. 597 00:57:37,597 --> 00:57:38,955 It's all over with Eve. 598 00:57:39,115 --> 00:57:41,512 Go on, beat it, since it's what you want. 599 00:57:45,270 --> 00:57:46,828 Give me back my 32,000 francs. 600 00:57:47,907 --> 00:57:49,386 I'll send it to you. 601 00:57:50,625 --> 00:57:52,103 You really are a nothing. 602 00:58:39,063 --> 00:58:42,380 What makes a soul is its pain. 603 00:58:43,460 --> 00:58:47,057 He'll be the first to hear my pain for them. 604 00:58:47,576 --> 00:58:48,894 And He told me: 605 00:58:49,175 --> 00:58:52,572 Daughter, I'm suffocating to see you suffocate. 606 00:58:59,326 --> 00:59:03,083 God's a creep, a coward who won't fight, who counts on ass alone, 607 00:59:03,243 --> 00:59:05,760 that is, on a quiet heart, for existence, 608 00:59:06,080 --> 00:59:07,438 an excess of ingress. 609 00:59:08,478 --> 00:59:10,357 I want no carnal joy: 610 00:59:11,355 --> 00:59:14,552 I don't want to wear out my heart in one go, 611 00:59:14,873 --> 00:59:16,511 or my soul, in one go. 612 00:59:17,071 --> 00:59:19,308 Even pain won't get me in one go, 613 00:59:20,428 --> 00:59:22,506 and I won't disappear into it. 614 00:59:23,066 --> 00:59:25,104 It will disappear with me. 615 01:00:03,591 --> 01:00:07,307 It will always be horrible for me to be the Master, 616 01:00:07,628 --> 01:00:10,185 but there'll be no more sexuality in me. 617 01:00:10,705 --> 01:00:13,223 I'll know the true smile of the soul, 618 01:00:13,503 --> 01:00:15,101 not from outside... 619 01:00:21,896 --> 01:00:23,294 But from inside. 620 01:00:24,333 --> 01:00:26,650 Like a pain that's always deserved. 621 01:00:57,904 --> 01:01:01,900 It's not a matter of experience, but of total disgust, total hatred, 622 01:01:02,301 --> 01:01:04,898 and not of morality or dignity. 623 01:01:21,803 --> 01:01:25,720 The Father and Mother must fuck to death over my body. 624 01:01:26,639 --> 01:01:28,677 Then Lucifer will die, 625 01:01:29,797 --> 01:01:31,195 and we'll see... 626 01:01:31,995 --> 01:01:34,033 We'll see who's weariest, 627 01:01:37,190 --> 01:01:38,149 him... 628 01:01:38,310 --> 01:01:39,628 or me. 629 01:01:43,785 --> 01:01:45,903 Earth and sex are in us. 630 01:01:46,143 --> 01:01:49,219 Outside there are only stars. 631 01:01:56,934 --> 01:02:00,011 Wanting isn't expanding by force. 632 01:02:00,371 --> 01:02:02,808 It's recoiling into oneself... 633 01:02:04,007 --> 01:02:08,043 from level to level, for eternity. 634 01:02:13,599 --> 01:02:15,917 You don't need a mouthhole to eat with... 635 01:02:17,356 --> 01:02:20,433 and an asshole to swallow infinity. 636 01:02:21,033 --> 01:02:22,911 Your ass must go in your head, 637 01:02:23,071 --> 01:02:26,108 and so descend to ass level, 638 01:02:26,268 --> 01:02:27,067 then go left... 639 01:02:30,665 --> 01:02:33,262 or right, to rise higher. 640 01:02:37,379 --> 01:02:40,895 God is a vampire who suffered me in Him 641 01:02:41,056 --> 01:02:43,094 because I suffered and He didn't, 642 01:02:43,493 --> 01:02:45,372 and He profited from my pain. 643 01:03:13,108 --> 01:03:15,945 Mary is a body fallen from a soul. 644 01:03:16,705 --> 01:03:21,101 I am a soul imprisoned by a body. 645 01:03:23,099 --> 01:03:25,617 My soul makes me sick at heart, and it's my cunt. 646 01:03:26,417 --> 01:03:27,976 I'm a woman... 647 01:03:28,694 --> 01:03:31,532 though I don't beget my man through my cunt. 648 01:03:42,283 --> 01:03:43,842 I am joy. 649 01:03:45,760 --> 01:03:50,116 I am she who is joy, and need no longer fight it, 650 01:03:50,556 --> 01:03:52,074 or be tempted, 651 01:03:52,795 --> 01:03:54,952 but to gain an added joy. 652 01:04:24,367 --> 01:04:29,002 I am not resigned. Resignation is sad. 653 01:04:30,921 --> 01:04:33,279 How can one be resigned to God's will? 654 01:04:33,959 --> 01:04:35,797 Are we resigned to being loved? 655 01:04:36,556 --> 01:04:38,354 This seemed clear to me. 656 01:04:39,474 --> 01:04:40,872 Too clear. 657 01:05:17,761 --> 01:05:18,920 AT THAT TIME 658 01:07:59,902 --> 01:08:03,379 AT THAT TIME 659 01:08:13,930 --> 01:08:18,126 Oh, Mary, what a strange road I had to take to reach you. 660 01:08:18,526 --> 01:08:19,845 Now what's wrong? 661 01:08:25,520 --> 01:08:26,718 Here they are! 662 01:08:27,798 --> 01:08:29,076 Do you believe it now? 663 01:08:31,195 --> 01:08:33,312 Will he call Joseph "Dad"? 664 01:08:36,750 --> 01:08:38,069 What'll you do? 665 01:08:41,187 --> 01:08:43,385 Tell him later that he's not his father? 666 01:08:45,782 --> 01:08:46,901 That's life. 667 01:08:49,659 --> 01:08:51,337 I came about the station. 668 01:08:51,778 --> 01:08:53,016 We'll talk about it. 669 01:08:53,176 --> 01:08:56,213 I figured it out. I can pay it back in 2 years. 670 01:09:10,841 --> 01:09:11,920 - Sure! - No! 671 01:09:12,080 --> 01:09:13,598 Dad! Joseph! 672 01:09:13,839 --> 01:09:15,437 Thanks, Mary. 673 01:09:20,313 --> 01:09:21,872 For every woman. 674 01:10:19,742 --> 01:10:23,258 "How did He look? What was He like?" 675 01:10:23,699 --> 01:10:27,375 "There are no looks in love, no outward seeming," 676 01:10:27,735 --> 01:10:28,614 "no likeness." 677 01:10:29,014 --> 01:10:31,691 "Only our hearts will tremble in the light." 678 01:10:32,691 --> 01:10:35,369 "I can't describe Him as He stood there," 679 01:10:35,608 --> 01:10:39,404 "but I can tell you how the women looked on seeing Him." 680 01:10:40,204 --> 01:10:41,523 Come with me. 681 01:10:45,160 --> 01:10:46,918 Come with me. 682 01:10:50,276 --> 01:10:52,233 - What's your name? - Fabian. 683 01:10:52,394 --> 01:10:54,113 Now your name's Peter. 684 01:10:54,273 --> 01:10:56,550 - And what's your name? - Florent. 685 01:10:56,790 --> 01:10:59,227 Now your name's James. 686 01:10:59,588 --> 01:11:00,986 What's my name? 687 01:11:03,344 --> 01:11:05,302 Where's my coffee? I'm late. 688 01:11:05,463 --> 01:11:08,740 Where's my coffee? Where's my coffee? 689 01:11:16,693 --> 01:11:19,051 Juniors'd better be nice this morning. 690 01:11:25,685 --> 01:11:28,322 Or we won't play whale tonight. 691 01:11:28,803 --> 01:11:31,201 Please, Mom, let's play whale! 692 01:11:32,320 --> 01:11:34,477 What's that called? 693 01:11:36,596 --> 01:11:39,393 The hedgehog, or the lawn. 694 01:11:39,553 --> 01:11:41,511 What's that called? 695 01:11:43,270 --> 01:11:44,668 Bells. 696 01:11:44,829 --> 01:11:46,747 What's that called? 697 01:11:49,745 --> 01:11:51,742 Loaves, bread. 698 01:11:52,302 --> 01:11:54,579 He's too old to see you naked now. 699 01:11:56,818 --> 01:11:58,896 "Quia respexit," Joseph. 700 01:11:59,696 --> 01:12:01,135 Some day, you know, 701 01:12:02,214 --> 01:12:04,731 he who is your father may forget you. 702 01:12:06,051 --> 01:12:09,287 Then you'll regret I'm not around. 703 01:12:21,637 --> 01:12:22,835 Look at me! 704 01:12:25,514 --> 01:12:27,351 I am who he is. 705 01:12:27,712 --> 01:12:29,510 Quit clowning! Get in! 706 01:12:30,789 --> 01:12:33,266 I must tend to my Father's affairs. 707 01:12:34,826 --> 01:12:37,223 By God, we'll see about that! 708 01:12:38,383 --> 01:12:39,661 Stop it! 709 01:12:43,538 --> 01:12:45,137 He'll be back. 710 01:12:56,926 --> 01:12:57,845 When? 711 01:12:58,046 --> 01:12:59,005 At Easter, 712 01:12:59,404 --> 01:13:00,843 or Trinity Sunday. 713 01:13:31,617 --> 01:13:32,576 Madam! 714 01:13:37,252 --> 01:13:38,851 Hey, Madam! 715 01:13:39,531 --> 01:13:40,569 What is it? 716 01:13:40,729 --> 01:13:43,446 Nothing. Hail, Mary! 717 01:15:07,854 --> 01:15:09,572 I am of the Virgin, 718 01:15:10,732 --> 01:15:12,530 and I didn't want this being. 719 01:15:13,290 --> 01:15:17,367 I only left my imprint on the soul that helped me.